Gaaaaaah!

Finally, after a few months of new life changes, I decided to go back to EMS. I was feeling like I was burning out and getting a little jaded, so when some new things were happening in my life, I took a little break from the medic to get my priorities straight. I eventually felt like I could go back, so I scheduled myself for a 24-hour shift once a month.

Well, folks, I went last Saturday and spent a full 24-hours without running a single call. Arrrgh! It was so frustrating, because I didn’t get a chance to find out whether I still loved EMS or not, and I felt entirely useless.

Have you ever experienced anything like this? You’re trying to give something an honest, genuine try, and you get nothing for it? It’s really quite frustrating.

In other news, I’ve officially transferred my major from Creative Writing at one school to Pre-Nursing at another. If all goes according to plan, I’ll officially be a registered-nursing student in January of 2010. I’m really quite excited, and I’m loving every minute of Anatomy (…not so much with Microbiology, but that’s a different story entirely).

I am truly sorry for the long hiatus I’ve taken from blogging. My life seemed to fall apart before my eyes in March, and after that happened, I had to prioritize. Blogging, clearly, fell by the wayside. Things like finishing the semester, continuing to get out of bed in the morning, and maintaining my sanity became a little bit more important. Now that things are better, though, I promise to try my best to update more consistently. I do apologize, however, if the posts center around my experience in nursing school, at my job, or even around my personal life. I’ll bring you EMS posts as I think of them, and I’ll try to write a few creative posts as well!

Take care out there,
Sam

9 Responses to “Gaaaaaah!”

  1. Welcome back Sam, we’ve missed you.

    Sorry to hear you’ve been having a hard time of it, but glad that everything’s back on track again.

    I for one am not worried what you write about, it’s your blog, and your writing is always a pleasure to read.

    Welcome back

  2. Welcome back Sam. I know I’ve missed your posts. Hope all goes well, and when you’re ready to write again, we’ll be here.

  3. I’m sorry to hear about the hard time. As much as I missed reading your stuff, it sounds like you had your priorities straight.

    Plus more of what Medic 7 said :)

  4. Hang in there Sam

  5. Welcome back Sam, glad things are looking up a bit more :-)

  6. I believe that writing has always been in your blood, just like helping people. Just hope that you take care of yourself…and if I must add: It would help if our Redskins would start winning games…that may help…later.

  7. Sam – good for you for being true to yourself!

    I’ve had 24 hour shifts without a single call – but sometimes those are more fun, because you can let loose a little with your co-workers.

    I believe you’ll be successful in whatever you do… creative writing can continue to be part of that, along with your nursing studies.

    ~Rach

  8. Glad to have you back. We are all here for you.

  9. I’m in the same position. Life turned upside down, but hey look! Breathing room again.

    Lookin’ forward to new posts!

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